My best friends.. Thanks..

This particular poem is dedicated specially for my best friends..
Thanks guys/girls for everything..


Like a needle in a haystack,
true friends are hard to find..
I'm just so thankful that I can call you a friend of mine..

Whenever I need a shoulder you're there to catch my tears..
You've kept my many secrets,
Throughout the past few years..

You've been there through my afflictions,
You've witnessed my defeats..
I'll remember all the good times,
And pray the bad ones don't repeat..

With you my heart is honest,
but there's one thing I never told you..

Thank you for everything you've done..
There's no one else that could ever be a true "best" friend like you..

Thank You..

Written specially for Nigel, Justin, Samantha, Whitey/Mao, Joe Keen, Min Ray, Chin Choa, Bryan Lim, Jun Lin (both Tay and Lee), Chee Kian, Lai, Ho, Vin Son, Suet Ling, Lynnett, Lavi, Sally, Angeline, Mun Ting(a.k.a Nichole), etc.. Sorry, the list could go on forever.. Im just listing out the people that I can think of at the moment.. Sorry to those who I didn't mention, but y'all always be my friends.. Therefore, I thank you to all for being my best friends.. I appreciate all of you from the bottom of my heart.. Thanks, guys/girls.. Friends forever! ^^

Holding on..

Why is it that some people who find love,
handle it with such carelessness?

Some people search for love all their lives..
When it is found, why put it down and forget about it,
only to realize how much it meant when it is gone?

When you find love, hold on to it,
celebrate its feelings,
drown in them every day,
be consumed by them..

I am consumed by you, _ _ _ _ _ ..

I will never set aside my love.
I will never look for it only when it is lost.

I love you.
I will show you and tell you everyday.

Still alone..

I'll wait for you forever,
Even if it means years,
I'll always want to be there,
For your sad and happy tears.

I know you need time,
But my love is so true,
And there is no other girl in this world,
That even compares to you.

You are in my mind every tick of the clock,
Of every second, minute of everyday,
And I'll wait forever,
As long as you promise to stay.

I know that you're scared,
And I am too,
But you have to know that,
I'm just here for you.

I know that you got hurt,
So did I..
And I just don't want,
To see you have to cry.

That's why I'm here,
So I can love you and care for you and more,
I love you so much..
You're everything I've ever wished for.

I just wanted you to know,
That my feelings will never be fading,
And don't worry, take your time..
"Cause I'll always be waiting.

She's my everything..

She's my morning,

She's my favourite song to sing,
She's the poems that I write,

She's my everything.

She's my sparkle,

She's my shine,

She's the only thing,

I want to call mine.

She's my voice,

She's my ears,

And being without her,

Is one of my biggest fears.

She's the reason I dream,

She's the reason I follow my heart,

She's the reason why,

I want this relationship to start.

She's my afternoon,

She's my thoughts all day,

She's the reason why,

I say the sweet things I say.

She's my sleepless nights,

She's my soul,

She's the reason why,

I can't keep control.

She's my heart,

She's the reason I'm in love,

She's the reason why,

I thank God above.

She's my everyday,

She's my every night,

And I would never give up on her,

Not without a fight.

She's my morning,

She's my favourite song to sing,

She's the poems that I write,

She's my everything.

-written specially for you, little white piggy..

Hak chu chu misses pak chu chu..

My dear white piggy,

I miss u lots..

I just want you to know that im being true to you..

And you're always on my mind..

I was sort of hoping,

That you would come along,

Like the answer to a prayer,

And the music to a song.

Like the kind of thing that happens,

At a special place and time,

That will change our lives forever,

Like a fantasy of mine.

The fantasy was there before,

I ever knew your name,

And now that I have found you,

We will never be the same.

So, pardon, if I look at you,

Forgive me if I stare,

At the fantasy I knew before,

I saw you standing there.

For I was always hoping,

That you would come along,

Like the answer to a prayer,

And the music to a song..

Here without you..

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights,
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find,
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

I miss you..

My Birthday Party..

Thanks, guys/girls for making my birthday party a successful and a memorable one..

I really appreciate your presence.. And thanks for your presents!! ^^

Hope all of you had a great time.. Well, these are a few pictures from the party..

The guys sitting and chatting.. Where's Min Ray and Mao?? Hilang ke??

Chef Propro Quotroinz.. LOL.. Eh, Chin Choa!!

You have the talent to be a chef wei!! ^^

My birthday cake..

Bro's forever! (He got drunked, high dy..) LOL!

October babies.. We got 6 days difference with each other.. Justin's b'day is on the 5th of Oct, whereas Tay's on the 11th and mine's on the 17th.. Haha.. Celebrate together la.. ^^

ARGH!!! I've been CAKED!!!! -.-

The ladies..

My birthday puzzle.. Mickey Mouse.. hehe.. (Front view) (Back view) Thanks guys.. I really appreciate it..

Last but not least, thank you all that wished me and celebrated my birthday with me!!

17th Oct..

It's finally my 17th birthday on the 17th of oct.. And the year 2007.. And, for your information, my favourite num is 7.. Lolz.. Anyways, thanks to those who wished me and i thank all of you guys/girls for being my friends and i cherish all of you from the bottom of my heart..Thanks, people.. ^.^ Hmm, but my b'day isn't complete without the one person closest in my heart.. Those who are close to me should know who im talking about here.. Sigh, i've been missing her since i left for langkawi for the english drama national levels.. It's been almost 3 months already.. Gosh, time passes real fast.. Anyways, little white piggy.. I miss you and i just want u to know that u're always on my mind..Well, it's almost 2.30 am now.. Have to sleep dy.. Gonna have a BBQ party later in the evening.. Better make sure i have enough rest.. Aitez, ppl.. Gdnitez n thanks again for all your wishes! Adios!! (^.~)

My day isn't complete without your presence..

My day isn't complete without your presence.. But, im glad that i have true friends who cares for me and i appreciate that.. Thanks, guys.. True friends aren't easy to come by and therefore, im blissed and speechless.. All i can say is, thanks guys.. Best friends, forever! And u're always on my mind, my dear white piggy.. I miss you..

It's always about you..

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Specially for you..

For you I would climb

The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.

For you I would cross

The rivers most wide

Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.

For you are the one

Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.

For you are the one

That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope

Showed me what love means.

For you alone

Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you

My heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face

More beauty I'll never find.


For you are the one

God sent from above

The angel I needed

For whom I do love.

I miss you..

Love is like a lump of gold,

Hard to get, and hard to hold.

Of all the girls I've ever met,

You're the one I can't forget.

I do believe that God above,

Created you for me to love.

He chose you from all the rest,

Because he knew I would love you best.

Just want you to know..

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me
I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know
All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away
I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know
That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

Emofied..
Stoner..
Lifeless..
Fed up with life..
And yet, still living on..
There's something in me that tells me to live on despite the unhappiness in me..

Life..

What is life when you do not strive on.. Im just living the life im supposed to live.. Im just being myself.. Leading a lifeless life..

What is the meaning of life..

What is the purpose of living when u know u dont know what you're living for.. I just can't just seem to get a life..