Ala.. Why now ny kena tagged wan.. >.<''

1. The phone rings,who do you want it to be?
My pak chu chu.. I miss you.. <3

2.When shopping at the grocery store,do you return your cart?
It depends on how much is the rental fee.. Wakaka..

3.In a social setting,are you more of a talker or listener?
Talker, coz I just don't want people to feel awkward when being with me, and besides that, I always make lame jokes.. ^^

4.Do you take compliments well?
It depends.. But most of the time I do..

5.Do you play Sudoku?
Nope, dun really like it..

6.If abandoned alone in the wilderness,would you survive?
Not sure.. If i still have the will to live that is..

7.What song are you listening to?
Backstreet Boys - I just want you to know..

8.Did you ever go to a camp as a kid?
Yeap, it was a church camp..

9.What was your favourite game as a kid?
Snake n ladders..

10.Are you single?
Yeah. But I hope the one I love will accept me..

11.Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
Sure, why not.. Im open minded..

12.Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
Hmm, pursued.. Coz i can choose wherever I wanna go to avoid my pursuer.. hehe..

13.Use three words to describe yourself.
Stoner, emofied and a love stoned guy..

14.Do any songs make you cry?
Err, yeah.. There are a few.. Avril Lavigne's When You're Gone is one of them..

15.Are you continuing your education?
Yea of coz, but I gotta sit for SPM first.. -.-

16.Do you know how to shoot a gun?
Haha, toy gun like bb gun no prob la.. =p

17.If ur house was on fire,what would be the first thing that u'll grab?
My certs and documents, pics of my pak chu chu..

18.How often do you read books?
Often.. That's where I get my inspiration on writing poems..

19.Do you think more about the past,present or future?
Future, I prefer to look ahead of time..

20.What is your favourite children's book?
Enid Blyton's story books..

21.What color are your eyes?
Dark brown..

22.How tall are you? 169-170cm.. short argh!!

23.Where is your dream house located?
On a hill surrounded with a very nice landscape of the beach and tropical trees..

24.Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
Yea .. That was very sick.. My face was all red.. @.@

25.When was the last time you were at Oliva Garden?
Mana tu ? Sesat?

26.Do you like mustard?
I eat everything.. But NOT mustard..

27.Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
Erm, erm.. Hard to answer la.. Both.. Im a pig! Whee~~

28.Do you look like your mom and dad?
Yala den??! Anak luar nikah meh?? Gg..

29.How long does it take you in the shower?
Approximately, 15 - 20 minutes..

30.Can you do the splits?
No.. Pain la.. -.-''

31.What movie do you want to watch right now?
Err.. err.. Bourne Ultimatium again!!

32.What did you do for New Year?
I went for a countdown at Bukit Bintang with my best buddy..

33.Do you own a camera phone?
Yeah, I do..

34.Was your mom a cheerleader?
No.. But the girl I like is..

35.How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
Depends, usually 4-5 hours.. Coz most of the time I'll be emo.. And I'll be doin a lot of thinking..

36.Do you like care bears?
Haha, yea..

37.What do you buy at the movies?
Caramel popcorn and a cup of coke..

38.Do you know how to play poker?
I think so..

39.Do you wear your seatbelt?
Of coz! Gosh, you want me to kena saman meh??

40.What do you wear to sleep?
Shorts and t-shirt.. Dislike pajamas..

41.Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
Err, dun think so.. -.-''

42.How many meals do you eat a day?
5 at least.. Breakfast, Lunch, Tea, Dinner, Supper..

43.Do you always read frienster bulletins?
Not really.. Dun really care..

44.Do you like funny or serious people better?
I prefer funny people especially chilling out with friends where u can laugh the whole day.. But, when it comes to serious matters, I obviously prefer serious people..

45.Ever been to L.A.?
Nope, wanna go there someday..

46.Did you eat a cookie today?
Nope..

47.tag 3 people.
I dunno.. Anyone who reads my blog la.. ^^

Last poem for you before SPM..

This was written for you a day before my graduation..
I miss you..


I had closed the door upon my heart
And wouldn't let anyone in,
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt
But, that would never happen again.

I had locked the door and tossed the key
As hard, and as far as I could,
Love would never enter there again,
My heart was closed for good.

Then you came into my life
And made me change my mind,
Just when I thought that tiny key
was impossible to find.

That's when you held out your hand
And proved to me I was wrong,
Inside your palm was the key to my heart...
You had it all along.

I hope someday you will understand how I feel for you..
Tk care and all the best for your SPM..

Graduation Day/ Weekend/ Dim Sum/ Last post before SPM..

Graduation Day 2007, 2nd Nov 2007 (Last day for the Form 5's)..





The last day of schooling.. A simple yet memorable day.. 2nd of Nov 2007..

The Form 3 corridor.. This place may look familliar to most of you coz this place is the set where they took the advertisement for Milo..

Looking out the Form 5 block.. (dun worry ppl, I'm not jumping off the building) Thinking through all the moments and the memories that I have had throughout my 5 years in SJI..

The portico.. The historical hallway with rich history and trophies..

Hidden place.. Nearby the Form 5 block.. Looking at the volleyball and basketball courts where I found my sports talent back in the old days..

My best buddy in class, Chin Choa (a.k.a Popro Quotroinz) He's also the chairman in my class, 5N.. ^^

(From L-R)

Lai, Myself, Joe Keen, Chin Choa

My shirt ar!!! LOL.. Nah, I was the one that asked ppl for signatures.. =p Throughbred since standard one.. 1997-2007 Johannian for life.. Once a Johannian, always a Johannian..

My chair out of the balcony.. Wakaka.. Dun worry ppl, not throwing it down..

Graffiti.. Lol, pity Chan Wei Quan's shirt..

WTF?? Future.. LOL..

Our initials on one of the walls in school..










Ng Porn Min Ray!!! LOL, this was written on Min Ray's shirt.. That's your motto rite, dude? Haha!!

After graduation at McD..

(L-R)

Justin's hand with playing cards.. @.@, Myself, Joe Keen, Chin Choa
Joe Keen is my classmate since Form 2, whereas Chin Choa is my classmate since Form 4.. Friends forever! ^^

The final design on my shirt.. Even Tropicana Life would never come out with such a shirt.. Limited edition.. Haha.. Thanks ppl.. ^^

My nametag and prefect badge..

The best view of St. John's Institution..

Thanks for the memories..

The past 5 years in this school are the 5 years that I will always remember.. There were sad and happy times and there were misunderstandings.. But it all made a better me and always and always cherish your alma mater..

FIDE ET LABORE!!

Weekend..

It's another day.. And yet, I'm still missing someone..

Sigh.. Last weekend was great as I watched a great fooball match between Arsenal and the best football team in the world.. Manchester United.. I'm a die hard Man Utd fan btw.. Went to watch the match at Steven's Corner..

The atmosphere at Steven's is the best if you're watching a great match between the greatest teams in the EPL.. But sorry for Arsenal fans.. The place was packed with AIG shirts.. wakaka.. Was wacthing the game and was texting Bryan Lim as he was an Arsenal fan.. Each time a team scored, we texted each other till the final whistle.. It was a great match as it ended with a 2-2 draw.. Was kinda upset as I thought my favourite footballer had scored the winning goal 9 minutes from time..

Mana tahu, William Gallas, Arsenal's capt scored a controversial goal.. Anyways, I'm proud of Man Utd as they played well against Arsenal.. Nevertheless, was rather dissappoined with the midfield players.. Especially Anderson and Hargreaves.. What were you guys doin?? LOL.. Evra was the man of the match.. He outshoned all the other players when he assisted Cristiano Ronaldo.. Whee.. RONALDO 7.. You rock dude!! Keep up the image of the sacred '7'..

Cristiano Ronaldo 7

Well, that's for the weekend.. It's Monday now.. better read up on sejarah.. A lot more to read ar!! Die die die!!! -.- C ya!! Gotta study.. Gosh, kinda miss school dy.. -.-''

Dim Sum..

Well, here goes another day.. On Monday the 5th of Nov, at 10p.m., my friends and I (Whitey, Justin, Min Ray and Joe Keen) planned an impromptu plan to eat dim sum the following day.. Well, it was a great plan but the problem is that dim sum is usually served early in the morning.. -.- (I was on a study leave and on that day I had to get up early..) GGfied.. Went to bed after calling Joe Keen to confirm the plan.. So, it was all set.. Tugged in at around 1 a.m.. Before visiting slumberland, I set two alarms on both of my phones.. -.- Nytez!

The following day..

RRRIINNGGG !!

My two alarms had just blew my head off.. Gosh! Then received a call by Whitey to make sure that I was awake.. Was damn blur at that time.. @.@'' Voice sounded like a toad i bet.. LOL..

Went to the bathroom to shower and get ready.. At 6.30 a.m., I was about to leave my house when my mum came up to me and asked me to fetch my little bro to the LRT as it was a schooling day for him.. Gosh, the worst part is that he's still past asleep!!! My gosh.. Tried waking him up.. He woke up with a grumpy mood.. I was like.. wtfz.. I'm gonna run late here, man!! Then i texted Min Ray and Joe Keen that I would be a little late.. Finally he was ready to leave at about 7 a.m.. 7 AM!!! WAAA... @.@ Was supposed to meet at Justin's house at 7 a.m.. Not to leave my house at 7 a.m!!Was running damn late at that time..Then as usual, it was very jam in the morning as people were going to work and the roads in Pandan Indah were always full of traffic.. Well, patience is a virtue..

Was stucked in the jam for about 15 minutes when i finally made it to Min Ray's hse to pick him up.. He was on the phone with Whitey and it didnt look good.. My fault la.. I apologized to Min Ray as I was damn late.. Then, went off to Joe Keen's house to pick him up.. Was flying though the roads in my SLK.. Min Ray was strapped tight with the seat belt.. LOL.. Eventually, made it to Joe Keen's house at about 7.30.. Seriously, i could sense the angry aura in all of them.. Waa.. Gg..

Used the MRR2 to get to Justin's house.. Thank God, the roads were clear at that time.. Reached his house at about 7.45.. I was almost an hour late.. Really sorry guys.. Whitey and Justin was waiting for us in the car.. Whitey was very sleepy as he stayed up the whole night completing his assignment.. Gosh, you should look at his face.. Like he was high on something.. I bet not nescafe.. LOL.. Then, Whitey informed that the dim sum shop that he usually goes to is closed for the day.. I was stoned.. I meant, all the way for nothing??? Walau-eh.. Speechless..

Then we double checked and it really turned out that the shop was really closed for the day..

We stopped at the roadside and kept thinking what other dim sum shops were nearby the area..

Justin called Ho, (a friend of ours) and he said there was a dim sum shop at Taman Segar.. We took off to the area nearby Leisure Mall..

We rounded the area and we couldn't find a dim sum shop there.. Min Ray was like 'Ho Sin Ka Lan we all ar?' LOL.. dun deny MR.. Wakaka.. We rounded the area till we ended up at a place full with potholes and a dead end.. You should see how Whitey drove his car, avoiding all the potholes.. LOL.. Cute giler! haha.. Then all of us were fed up and hungry.. So, I sugessted that we go to Pandan Indah as I was very familliar with the place and there was a dim sum shop there.. So, I led the way..

On the way, I accidentally turned into a one way street.. (I wasn't familliar with the roads in Taman Segar) So, what the heck.. go ny la... haha, used the alley to get back to the right road.. I bet Whitey was stoned.. Sorry, Mao.. (Btw, I haven't even get my driving license yet, so can't blame me.. wakaka.. Been driving since Form 1 btw.. Passed my undang but haven't get my 'P' yet) So, we headed off to the MRR2 again and reached Pandan Indah.. We finally reached the shop as everyone of us were starving.. Especially, Joe Keen..

We ordered a lot and we each had a char siew pau and a lo mai kai.. We ate a lot.. And i meant it.. A lot.. We were satisfied with the meal after such a journey.. It was like Harold and Kumar goes to White Castle (If you guys have watched it before) Seriously, a good meal will be the best cure after such a journey.. We were watching a chinese series on a chinese channel on astro and the story was like so fake.. A ghost who is a girl who can stop bullets?? And a guy changing into a SHIM (shemale) fortnightly??WTH.. Chinese shows.. @.@''

We ate and ate till the last piece of what you call it? I've forgotten the name.. They were all asking me to eat as I'm a big eater.. haha.. So, i took the last piece.. Then it was time to pay the bill.. RM72.. was the total amount.. Whitey was kinda shocked as it was rather expensive for a dim sum shop.. Well, what to do, makan dy.. pay la.. LOL..

After the meal, Justin had to rush home as the technicians were coming to his house.. So, we departed to our respective homes.. On the way home, Joe Keen was telling about the red jumpsuit apparatus.. LOL.. didn't know what was that till he explained.. It was a band and 30 minutes to mars??? LOL.. weird names but with cool songs.. Just downloaded their songs..

Fetched Min Ray and Joe Keen home after that.. Was really relieved as everyone was full and had a great time, I hope..

Well, as for Whitey.. DUN EVER FALL ASLEEP WHILE DRIVING!!!! YOU ALMOST HAD AN ACCIDENT!!! BE CAREFUL AND STAY ALERT!! ^^

Last Post before SPM..

Sigh, Im gonna start this post by apologizing to anyone that I have hurt or made them felt bad of themselves.. As a friend, I really do care abt you guys.. It's just that sometimes, words that came out just wasn't what I meant.. Im sorry ppl, if I did anything wrong towards any of you, I ask for forgiveness.. I hope it will be a new beginning and a new start for all of us.. We're all gonna enter a whole new world soon and just a reminder, never forget the moments we shared together.. They meant a lot to me.. Thanks ppl for being my friends.. I always believe that when a friend comes, he/she will always stay in my heart and I really do cherish friendships.. Honestly, I dislike people walking out of my life as it really hurts.. Well, anyways here I am.. Just wanna wish all year 2007 SPM candidates gdluck n all the best in their SPM exam.. Tk care ppl.. Thanks for everything.. Hope to see ya soon!! ^^

Bye bye!!

My best friends.. Thanks..

This particular poem is dedicated specially for my best friends..
Thanks guys/girls for everything..


Like a needle in a haystack,
true friends are hard to find..
I'm just so thankful that I can call you a friend of mine..

Whenever I need a shoulder you're there to catch my tears..
You've kept my many secrets,
Throughout the past few years..

You've been there through my afflictions,
You've witnessed my defeats..
I'll remember all the good times,
And pray the bad ones don't repeat..

With you my heart is honest,
but there's one thing I never told you..

Thank you for everything you've done..
There's no one else that could ever be a true "best" friend like you..

Thank You..

Written specially for Nigel, Justin, Samantha, Whitey/Mao, Joe Keen, Min Ray, Chin Choa, Bryan Lim, Jun Lin (both Tay and Lee), Chee Kian, Lai, Ho, Vin Son, Suet Ling, Lynnett, Lavi, Sally, Angeline, Mun Ting(a.k.a Nichole), etc.. Sorry, the list could go on forever.. Im just listing out the people that I can think of at the moment.. Sorry to those who I didn't mention, but y'all always be my friends.. Therefore, I thank you to all for being my best friends.. I appreciate all of you from the bottom of my heart.. Thanks, guys/girls.. Friends forever! ^^

Holding on..

Why is it that some people who find love,
handle it with such carelessness?

Some people search for love all their lives..
When it is found, why put it down and forget about it,
only to realize how much it meant when it is gone?

When you find love, hold on to it,
celebrate its feelings,
drown in them every day,
be consumed by them..

I am consumed by you, _ _ _ _ _ ..

I will never set aside my love.
I will never look for it only when it is lost.

I love you.
I will show you and tell you everyday.

Still alone..

I'll wait for you forever,
Even if it means years,
I'll always want to be there,
For your sad and happy tears.

I know you need time,
But my love is so true,
And there is no other girl in this world,
That even compares to you.

You are in my mind every tick of the clock,
Of every second, minute of everyday,
And I'll wait forever,
As long as you promise to stay.

I know that you're scared,
And I am too,
But you have to know that,
I'm just here for you.

I know that you got hurt,
So did I..
And I just don't want,
To see you have to cry.

That's why I'm here,
So I can love you and care for you and more,
I love you so much..
You're everything I've ever wished for.

I just wanted you to know,
That my feelings will never be fading,
And don't worry, take your time..
"Cause I'll always be waiting.

She's my everything..

She's my morning,

She's my favourite song to sing,
She's the poems that I write,

She's my everything.

She's my sparkle,

She's my shine,

She's the only thing,

I want to call mine.

She's my voice,

She's my ears,

And being without her,

Is one of my biggest fears.

She's the reason I dream,

She's the reason I follow my heart,

She's the reason why,

I want this relationship to start.

She's my afternoon,

She's my thoughts all day,

She's the reason why,

I say the sweet things I say.

She's my sleepless nights,

She's my soul,

She's the reason why,

I can't keep control.

She's my heart,

She's the reason I'm in love,

She's the reason why,

I thank God above.

She's my everyday,

She's my every night,

And I would never give up on her,

Not without a fight.

She's my morning,

She's my favourite song to sing,

She's the poems that I write,

She's my everything.

-written specially for you, little white piggy..

Hak chu chu misses pak chu chu..

My dear white piggy,

I miss u lots..

I just want you to know that im being true to you..

And you're always on my mind..

I was sort of hoping,

That you would come along,

Like the answer to a prayer,

And the music to a song.

Like the kind of thing that happens,

At a special place and time,

That will change our lives forever,

Like a fantasy of mine.

The fantasy was there before,

I ever knew your name,

And now that I have found you,

We will never be the same.

So, pardon, if I look at you,

Forgive me if I stare,

At the fantasy I knew before,

I saw you standing there.

For I was always hoping,

That you would come along,

Like the answer to a prayer,

And the music to a song..

Here without you..

I don't think you will
ever fully understand
how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.

I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights,
you are my brightest star.

I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.

You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find,
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.

I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live.

You are an amazing person
and without you I don't know where I'd be.
Having you in my life
completes and fulfills every part of me.

I miss you..

My Birthday Party..

Thanks, guys/girls for making my birthday party a successful and a memorable one..

I really appreciate your presence.. And thanks for your presents!! ^^

Hope all of you had a great time.. Well, these are a few pictures from the party..

The guys sitting and chatting.. Where's Min Ray and Mao?? Hilang ke??

Chef Propro Quotroinz.. LOL.. Eh, Chin Choa!!

You have the talent to be a chef wei!! ^^

My birthday cake..

Bro's forever! (He got drunked, high dy..) LOL!

October babies.. We got 6 days difference with each other.. Justin's b'day is on the 5th of Oct, whereas Tay's on the 11th and mine's on the 17th.. Haha.. Celebrate together la.. ^^

ARGH!!! I've been CAKED!!!! -.-

The ladies..

My birthday puzzle.. Mickey Mouse.. hehe.. (Front view) (Back view) Thanks guys.. I really appreciate it..

Last but not least, thank you all that wished me and celebrated my birthday with me!!

17th Oct..

It's finally my 17th birthday on the 17th of oct.. And the year 2007.. And, for your information, my favourite num is 7.. Lolz.. Anyways, thanks to those who wished me and i thank all of you guys/girls for being my friends and i cherish all of you from the bottom of my heart..Thanks, people.. ^.^ Hmm, but my b'day isn't complete without the one person closest in my heart.. Those who are close to me should know who im talking about here.. Sigh, i've been missing her since i left for langkawi for the english drama national levels.. It's been almost 3 months already.. Gosh, time passes real fast.. Anyways, little white piggy.. I miss you and i just want u to know that u're always on my mind..Well, it's almost 2.30 am now.. Have to sleep dy.. Gonna have a BBQ party later in the evening.. Better make sure i have enough rest.. Aitez, ppl.. Gdnitez n thanks again for all your wishes! Adios!! (^.~)

My day isn't complete without your presence..

My day isn't complete without your presence.. But, im glad that i have true friends who cares for me and i appreciate that.. Thanks, guys.. True friends aren't easy to come by and therefore, im blissed and speechless.. All i can say is, thanks guys.. Best friends, forever! And u're always on my mind, my dear white piggy.. I miss you..

It's always about you..

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you
I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true
Every long lost dream lead me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Specially for you..

For you I would climb

The highest mountain peak
Swim the deepest ocean
Your love I do seek.

For you I would cross

The rivers most wide

Walk the hottest desert sand
To have you by my side.

For you are the one

Who makes me whole
You've captured my heart
And touched my soul.

For you are the one

That stepped out of my dreams
Gave me new hope

Showed me what love means.

For you alone

Are my reason to live
For the compassion you show
And the care that you give.

You came into my life
And made me complete
Each time I see you

My heart skips a beat.

For you define beauty
In both body and mind
Your soft, gentle face

More beauty I'll never find.


For you are the one

God sent from above

The angel I needed

For whom I do love.

I miss you..

Love is like a lump of gold,

Hard to get, and hard to hold.

Of all the girls I've ever met,

You're the one I can't forget.

I do believe that God above,

Created you for me to love.

He chose you from all the rest,

Because he knew I would love you best.

Just want you to know..

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night
Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me
I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know
All the doors are closing I'm tryin' to move ahead
And deep inside I wish it's me instead
My dreams are empty from the day, the day you slipped away
I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know
That since I lost you, I lost myself
No I can't fake it, there's no one else
I just want you to know
That I've been fighting to let you go
Some days I make it through and then there's nights that never end
I wish that I could believe that there's a day you'll come back to me
But still I have to say I would do it all again
Just want you to know

Emofied..
Stoner..
Lifeless..
Fed up with life..
And yet, still living on..
There's something in me that tells me to live on despite the unhappiness in me..

Life..

What is life when you do not strive on.. Im just living the life im supposed to live.. Im just being myself.. Leading a lifeless life..

What is the meaning of life..

What is the purpose of living when u know u dont know what you're living for.. I just can't just seem to get a life..